Winding down

I am beginning to feel that I am past it all. Increasingly I have long vanilla spells and times when getting into my elaborate rubber gear is just not worth whoile. It is not revulsion and dumping everything which some people report, but rather winding down. On the other hand from time to time I still feel the need for rubber.

Perhaps I am depressed but I fear just getting on. So my posts will I think be fewer and have less to report. In some ways I am glad. i have a very busy and full vanilla life and although i am known locally as the man in black rubber I feel with people I know well just a little awkward. Then when out and about there is always the danger of meeting someone nasty and suffering physical violence. I hasve never met this but then have beehnvery careful about where i go in rubber in the evenings. Hot weather always has the danger of overdoing it.

So that is my update. Let's see how it goes.

Blackie.