Update
It is along time since I last posted on this Blog. I am still around however, and wearing my rubber out and about including some quite challenging hot weather. I find I now also have vanilla periods when I seem to lose interest in rubber because of lots of other activiities. Then I get back into rubber and feel a wave of enthusiasm.
I am now quite well known locally as I suppose an eccentric and have found people , neighbours, friends and relations amazingly accepting as I have said before. Of course there are still people with whom, places in which and activities for which rubber remains inappropriate.
Coming out in this way has made quite a difference - rubber has fallen into place as part of my life. it is not quite like golf, which I do not play anyay, but nowadays has things in common. perhaps I am just getting older.
A very dull posting, but there it is. When I have an interesting session I will report it.
Blackie.
I am now quite well known locally as I suppose an eccentric and have found people , neighbours, friends and relations amazingly accepting as I have said before. Of course there are still people with whom, places in which and activities for which rubber remains inappropriate.
Coming out in this way has made quite a difference - rubber has fallen into place as part of my life. it is not quite like golf, which I do not play anyay, but nowadays has things in common. perhaps I am just getting older.
A very dull posting, but there it is. When I have an interesting session I will report it.
Blackie.
posted by Blackie at 10:45 PM
3 Comments:
Dark:
Thank you for your kind interest and comment.
I certainly do enjoy enduring discomfort and heat in my gear, especially in public.
New gear is no special stimulus though I find I do need new gear. Latex gear wears out. And I do think of new ideas to make my my gear more complete. I should for example much like a SBR mack lined with latex and hope to find one.
Impulse buying on the internet I have not done. If I found something that struck a chord I should buy though.
I envy Sealed his evident capacity for continuous sexual arousal over long periods and his capacity to continue his session after release, and more than once too. That is the test of a devoted rubberist.
But do I want to become a devoted rubberist? Like you, I see other things and objectives in life than rubber. Yet I yearn to wear rubber continuously, or as nearly as may be, for say a week.
I continue to read everybody with great interest.
Blackie.
To pick up some of your points Dark: yes, rubber turns me on, but alas not as effectively as once. I get satisfaction though in being in uncomfortable rubber, as at this moment and some sexual stimulation all the time.
Mostly now I put on all my rubber to go out, visit a pub or do shopping, and there my satisfaction is in showing off, particularly when people comment, often jeeringly, or ask questions.
I should dearly like a rubber clad woman companion but I see little possibility.
I go to a fetish club occasionally and there I can wear a full-face hood and talk to people about my rubber. I show off how I can take and enjoy the heat.
So I have the three stimuli - the tight rubber itself and the knowledge I am in several layers, the satisfaction of enduring discomfort, and the pleasure of exhibitionism. Happily I have no urge to shock and upset people as the traditional flasher, if you know the term in the US.
Then all the time I am rubbered I am pleasurably sexually stimulated to some degree.
Interestingly I am interested only in black rubber. Coloured latex has much less interest even on women. That argues to me the probability of an early trauma and I have some memories which may be relevant.
Finally I have my vanilla life, very conventional. Some people know me in rubber almost exclusively, some in my vanilla role exclusively and quite a few in both.
The last group includes friends and relations whom I would have thought would not have approved but take me amazingly calmly. I have some people who have seen me in rubber, perhaps not my full gear, and indicated they find it distasteful. So for them I am strictly vanilla.
The result is as I have said before I am now much more relaxed and fetish forms an agreeable part of my life but no all. Fear of being outed no longer worries me. I no longer worry about going anywhere in public rubbered, except where I meet meet drunks etc. Shops and pubs I find do not worry nor do I. All much simpler and less stressful.
That is a long answer and is really my set of principles as I see them.
Blackie.
nice blog, need more posts! :)
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